Beyond Sociology

It's 1:33am and it's saturday I'm thinking about how to learn on how to view life beyond cultures and race and world history. What lies beyond life? isn't that a question on all our minds at one time or another? I find  myself perplexed. I wish I could know the secrets to life. How it was made..Why we are here?. Do we exist without one another? if I were to exist without anyone in the world am I even real? sociology is an engine to study human behavior and culture. But that leads to deeper questions I hate thinking about.